Rejected

I think I've been rejected. Eerkss.. There was this guy I met online. I think I talk way too much.. Sigh .@ one moment I thought I had things going on in the right places. Its a miracle how things could just change in a moment. A confession? Am I getting to desperate? Or I just been bored cause I am not in a relationship ? I dunno I swear I dunno.Tears may flow. Just thinking abt Bach and how much I really did loved him. & how we didnt love me the way I wanted him too. I guess I was hurt by him. and the following 2 next relationship kinda sucked.. hehe I couldnt love them as much I wanted too. I really miss bach I do..

Now there are certain characters in my life now. I was with Bach for 2 years. 2 long years. Never dated any other men. After that there was DAniel And Nathan. Have I lost the touch to have just no strings attached relationships? I dunno.

Well in every girl's mind, she yearns to be in the relationship that is made for her. That 1 true love she was born for. That same love that drives to greatness and also causes her downfall. That 1 love that she lets down her pride for. And when that love smiles, she smiles ever so brightly. And if that love cries, she cries a river. The unbearable pain she felt when he decides to leave. How she would beg for just one more kiss for the last time.

Love Story By Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'


I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.


We were both young when I first saw you..



Where is my Romeo?

XOXO
LuLu