Painful sinus..

I am suffering from sinus headaches.. Thank u nasal spray for being there for me.

Currently, i am seated comfortably on my sofa,with a blanket.. Princess is sleeping beside me. She is so cute.. Hmm what is missing? SOME ACTION!! i need to hop and hop but if i hop and hop i might turn crazy.. I am still wondering why hasn't bach called me? its been more than a week.. Sigh Maybe he has really forgotten me .. Like totally.. Sigh... Its okie i guess. I guess I have to find happiness from deep within.

I dunno what else to write abt. Except today just wasn't as exciting as the previous days I guess?

Hmm....

XOXO
LuLu

Happiness & Dead & Gone

I caught a movie with someone yesterday. I actually enjoyed myself alot. The Boat That Rocked. Awesome film. Great story line. Very inspirational. Loved it. Its pretty amusing as well. Good old British humor..

Well since the company is great I truly enjoyed yesterday. Thanks baby.. *winks* Had a beautiful talk after that.. Truly its beautiful day. The constellations of the stars met well yesterday as the wind signs graced above them and explained the meanings of the silence instilled the human race.

Oh ya I looked closer to this song that was released quite sometime. DEad and gone. TI feat Justin Timberlake. WOW its really deep.

I've been travelin
on this road to long
Just trying to find
my way back home
The old me
is dead and gone
dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
on this road to long
Just trying to find
my way back home
The old me
is dead and gone
dead and gone

I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill
that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill
that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright


Old me is dead and gone . Thats true. Its been a long time since i remember what i was like a really long time ago. The innocence wore on my frame. The world seemed so beautiful. It felt so surreal. That is before reality sunk it. Slowly day by day. I lost the meaning of being happy. Simple true happiness. Superficiality rise above all conquering all my senses. Hatred filled my mind. Its power takes a toll on my heart. The purity of my love tainted. I lost hope in life. The scenic picture of the world starts becoming blur. Instead I see visions of black and red. Black representing me in this world. Red the blood pouring out of my mouth. Everyday, the colors disappeared to somewhere. It was a fantasy. I no longer yearned for anything. Everyday I looked and searched for faces to regain my innocence. Its seems there is no one who would reimburst me. I am left alone stranded, surrounded by seas of abundance of sands. Plains and more plains of sand. I am standing alone against the lonely skies. Slowly I accepted the new me. There is no way I can find my way back home. I am sorry ..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw9i-sM1BbI

Dead and gone..

XOXO
LuLu

Rejected

I think I've been rejected. Eerkss.. There was this guy I met online. I think I talk way too much.. Sigh .@ one moment I thought I had things going on in the right places. Its a miracle how things could just change in a moment. A confession? Am I getting to desperate? Or I just been bored cause I am not in a relationship ? I dunno I swear I dunno.Tears may flow. Just thinking abt Bach and how much I really did loved him. & how we didnt love me the way I wanted him too. I guess I was hurt by him. and the following 2 next relationship kinda sucked.. hehe I couldnt love them as much I wanted too. I really miss bach I do..

Now there are certain characters in my life now. I was with Bach for 2 years. 2 long years. Never dated any other men. After that there was DAniel And Nathan. Have I lost the touch to have just no strings attached relationships? I dunno.

Well in every girl's mind, she yearns to be in the relationship that is made for her. That 1 true love she was born for. That same love that drives to greatness and also causes her downfall. That 1 love that she lets down her pride for. And when that love smiles, she smiles ever so brightly. And if that love cries, she cries a river. The unbearable pain she felt when he decides to leave. How she would beg for just one more kiss for the last time.

Love Story By Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'


I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.


We were both young when I first saw you..



Where is my Romeo?

XOXO
LuLu

PISSED ASS

I am so freaking pissed today. Had so many fights every1 really tried their best to piss me off. I wonder why. Today only my cat did not make me mad. In fact she is the only one that is kind enough to listen to me. Terrible day today. VERY TERRIBLE. In fact right at tis moment I am shaking with anger. My hands are trembling . Way badly.. I don't know what to do to calm meself down now. Why do I have such a fiery temper ? I swear I don't know. It is just in me, when everything is so down. Newton's law states that when one thing goes wrong everything else will. Or something along that line.

I don't know why people must angkat angkat to other people. Just be urself.Please urself and no one. I don't think I owed anyone else a living so why must angkat2 till like tt. Chill LAAAAAA..

One more thing the person I love most here in Adelaide besides Bach is My cat . She is my companion when times are dark . She seen me crying all the time and she comforts me in a way that no one does.

Sigh... :) I hope tomorrow is a better day...

XOXO
LuLu

Warm Welcome Residents of the World

I shifted me site from multiply to blog spot due to unforseen circumstances.

Yeah Let me u a review about my life. I am currently residing in Australia. South Australia to be specific. I am a recent graduate of University of Adelaide. Graduated in Chemical Engineering. Boring stuff but yeah.. I am unemployed ( to my dismay) as the recruiting market these days somehow resembles a total mess. Not a beautiful mess just messy.

Oh recently I saw jason mraz and missy higgins concert. LOVE them. But i love jason mraz more (indefinitely) . His live show is Awesome. Better quality than his cd. His voice and his stage personality is kicking my ass. hah pardon my english.

On weekends.. hmm what do i ?
I love partying over at HQ.. :) grinzzz...
Chill laxing at home with putty Gnarly Hashim
Looking at the sun and sea
Sand grass fresh beautiful air.. hmmmmmmm

I hate my neighbour downstairs. she lies, complains and not very friendly person. I will u guys the story soon..

Cheerios..

XOXO
Lulu