can u believe it?

I got a call from wenxi yestrday she was crying.. WTF.. asked me if she could stay over.. OF CUZ CAN LA. I found out her bf broke off with her.....WTF SONNA bITCH ! MOTHERFUCKING GUYS. SHE JUST RECOVERED FROM CANCER. AND U DID THIS TO HER??? HOW THE FUCK IS THAT POSSIBLE. WHAT MADE ME CRY YESTERDAY WAS WHEN I SAW HER BALD HER. I CRIED ..SHE IS THE BUBBLY GIRL I KNOW FROM ALMOST 10 YEARS AGO. THAT GIRL TT IS MY CLOSE FRIEND. GOD GOD :( DEAR ALLAH PLEASE PROTECT HER AND SAVE HER FROM PAIN~ PLEASE DEAR GOD SHE IS JUST RECOVERING

I fallen for you ~ This is the song i heard and takes me back to the dark image of my once dream guy :) erm still non existing though. One look in ur eyes. One taste of ur kiss. Suddenly I knew I fallen for you

Finally

AFter the much awaited anticipation, I finally arrived in London on monday 7th DEc 2009 :) Its cold Duh :) its winter . Stating the obvious :)

Well yeah I am on my way of Great recuperation and great health :) Insya Allah :) Well and yeah people wish me luck for my next adventure :) EURO!!! Boot boot

Anyway I miss u dearest Princess :) wait for mummy k :) Love u Always all the time


XOXO
LuLu

Soft Spots

There are times in life where things hit you at the softest spots.
When these happens, U just cant help but shed a tear or two.
Soon after it ends, those tears dry up and u smile again.
Cause u dun regret ever :)

Live a life as a Gemini, No regrets, More Confusion, More Ambiguities , More laughter
Most Love :)

Every night , I wasted in sighs :) Dear Lord.. Hear me
Release me


XOXO
LuLU

My Happiness these days :)

As we speak now, it is 8 days before my flight to the UK :) OMG i am super excited la can :) MY life is just so much better from the thoughts of it.

I get to revisit the Great Britain :) Than its off for my Euro Trip 2009 :)

Dearest God
Thank you for thy blessings :) I love u God

Everyday ,
My anticipations grows,
Like a seeding flower that blooms,
A million beauty

It seems not far where it is been
Not far before I left my sorrowful life
A pretty sight I may have found
A beauty I might keep for the rest of my life

XOXO
LuLu

My Life now

It has been 3 months I got home( unfortunately that is) A home that is once mine is no longer mine anymore I guess:)

Well let me start, I broken off with Rowdy as we speak of it :) Well there are certain things in life you only learn when the person u thought loved u well didnt actually love u at all.

So today I stand. Never a day since I stepped onto Singapore land I have been happy . I seem to lost what made me happy before when I was here. Job interviews make me sick to my stomach and alas I don't think I am cut out for this .

To make matters worst, I have a family whom I seem to have lost respect for. So there goes my chances of being a good person in the family :) I work in a way whereby logical thinking and intelligence governs my desicion making. And with that, I think they are not be able to accept.

Now happier things in line, I have been lucky to have met a certain someone who brings me hope. Hope that happier things may just be in my stride. He taught me alot of things regular people don't or encourage. He showed me that the 20% of people ( non -idiots) do exists. For that he gained me. He took away my breath as I speak. Thanks love.U gave me hope and for that I will repay u I promise u that.

Now I am admist of major desicion making . I need to strive for something better. Something more worthwhile than this . True love prevails thru hard times. Love may be a small world but its miracles felt by many who lived and told the tale. Famous couples vouch for that. Love not necessary be relationship kinda love. LOve in all forms. The love for life. I need to find that.

Soon my life will,must and is better :) I must be happy :) will be :)

XOXO
LuLu

Major Reconstructions?

Maybe. Take a step back and review on what is going to happen in my life.. Look around Princess is comfortable on her "chair" ( which was originally supposed to be mine but she claim to be hers.) Who am I to argue.I do not know what I have done in my life to be proud of. Honestly, what shall I do?

No job, No fame, No wealth, No bf , No anything.. writers block on my book tskk..


XOXO
LuLu